Confessions
Felt like hurting you for despising my love, yet I hurt myself
Felt like betraying my dreams as I could not picture you in, no more.
Frightened. Lonely morning showing in the horizon
With the mirage of your deep gaze only left behind.
So, I did it my love, keeping you away forever
A forever so different from a nascent passion,
One I can feel viciously skinning my mortal existence.
My hope of forgiveness yielding to the merciless silence.
Leaving me sometimes sobbing in my prayer
Would you take away that shadow haunting my soul?
This pain stands like a stain on my candid happiness
Left unfulfilled as the spectrum of my sins tag along.
Char des Dieux
Leo of the Moon Flower
Many times, I have wished we were lovers.
Many other times I have wished we were not.
For I thought our friendship would outlast any romance,
Then I would always have you by my side.
We went to my dark place,
There, fear of sad memories was braved.
There I could see your insolent beauty,
Complimented by the nightlights of the French Rhineland.
How could I envy any lovers?
I had the right company, in the corner of my happiness.
Intimacy of my heart unshared for so long,
My eyes witnessed the fading sweetness in process.
Char des Dieux